Please don't panic and hear me out.
I'm entitling this update "it doesn't make" sense as sort of a window to my current state of mind for the past few months. And when things are not making sense, i write. It's been quite a while since i last updated you guys as well anyway. So for 2023, one of my goals is to update you more often and reconnect.
Lately, i feel like it doesn't make sense to write a blog/update. That is because i'm almost sure i'll just end up saying and prescribing slowing down. It doesn't make sense because for a fact that i know i'm not living that out myself. Truth is, i've been in a such poor state of mind that it surprises me that i still get to function somewhat normally. If ever i get to respond to emails and social media, it's just merely an effect of a habit that i built earlier on which is to just show up.
Through the help and encouragement of family, friends, trustworthy staff, and of course you, our dear patron, things are actually healthier than i'm seeing it in my head. Thank you!
It is my hope that putting this out there serves as a mark of a new era of a more slowed-down version of your chai boy.
If you'd like to connect or air out anything, please do so. I'm more than willing to lend an ear.
Your chai boy,
ralph